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Silence and Honey Cakes, part 3

Well, here's some more (continuing where I left off). Life, Death and Neighbours (cont.) ... the only way in which you know the seriousness of separation from God is in your own experience of yourself. ... 'If you have sin enough in your own life and your own home, you have no need to go … Continue reading Silence and Honey Cakes, part 3 →

Julian Maddock Pause for Thought Leave a comment 6 July 200614 December 2019

Silence and Honey Cakes, part 2

Continuing from my last post on this book with more quotes from the first chapter. Really, you should just beg, borrow or even buy the book, and read it yourself, but I need to remember the essence of what he says — not that there is any spare flesh in Rowan's writing. Life, Death and … Continue reading Silence and Honey Cakes, part 2 →

Julian Maddock Pause for Thought Leave a comment 27 June 200614 December 2019

Silence and Honey Cakes

Rowan Williams is simply incapable of writing a bad word. Someone, I forget who, introduced me to this book. I cannot tell you how thankful I am, how great a blessing it has been. I feel scoured (convicted, reproached) by the way he presents the wisdom of the desert mothers and fathers. Amazing Grace, indeed! … Continue reading Silence and Honey Cakes →

Julian Maddock Pause for Thought Leave a comment 21 June 200614 December 2019

Reasons not to pray: 4

This may be the next in an on-going, infinite series begun with Reasons not to pray: 1, 2, 3. Reason 4: the fear of emptiness, of nothing happening this time. Of course, nothing may happen, and there is nothing to be done about that. Indeed, if God is not an object in The Universe, if … Continue reading Reasons not to pray: 4 →

Julian Maddock Prayer 1 Comment 16 June 200614 December 2019

On the need for religion

Religions are poor things: they are at their roots, flawed; propounded by flawed institutions, held together by irredeemably damaged people. But, we are all irredeemably damaged; and we are lost. Religions, bad as they are, are all we have to help us remember. Remember what? I do not know: I have forgotten, too. But it … Continue reading On the need for religion →

Julian Maddock religion 1 Comment 16 December 200514 December 2019

God is dead: thank God

I feel the need to have a rant (not a feeling I am unaccustomed to). This may be the first of many. <rant> Today on Start the Week on Radio 4, Grayson Perry and Jonathon Green were banging on about being ("fundamentalist" in Perry's words) atheists. Their images of God are so outmoded and childish: … Continue reading God is dead: thank God →

Julian Maddock God, rant Leave a comment 28 November 200514 December 2019

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I offer spiritual direction, training, and supervision. I am also a writer. I am based in Upper Teesdale, Co. Durham and (occasionally) West London.

Through kindly attention to the sensations of this body you can connect into a process of ever-deepening immersion into the reality of God at the heart of life.

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