There is always the feeling that I must get somewhere and achieve something or work something out. This is completely habitual. But really, prayer is nothing more than opening my heart to You. It is back to de Caussade and The Cloud. It is repeatedly remembering to relax back into Your presence; and then I have arrived. There is nowhere else to go.
And so I read the scriptures not to find out ‘the Truth’ but to remember Your presence.